In this episode, APN alum and retired NFL player Marcus Smith II shares his recovery story: how a lifetime of suppressing depression symptoms led to him almost losing his life to suicide. Marcus shares why he came to All Points North Lodge and how he learned to unpack his trauma and identity, get to the root causes of his depression, and discover tools that help him thrive in recovery.

Just a quick listener note: this episode contains raw conversation about drugs, alcohol, active addiction, and suicide. It also contains coarse language. Please use care when listening.